23:18 - 2005-10-16
In Which Hormones Go On a Rampage
*growls* Damned if I can understand it, but my red meat and potatoes cravings have yet to diminish. And I'm still remarkably restless. I am eating Lucky Charms and listening to bitchy music and resisting the urge to either break something, scream or pace.
What. The fuck. I do understand what the fuck is up with me. I'm usually not tense and angry like this at Bryn Mawr. And it's physical aggression, not just something that I can rant off. I've been like this since before Fall Break and that means I can't just chalk it up to PMS. In the meantime, my period, which shouldn't have started for another few days, judging by my body's reactions, started just about as soon as I got back here. GRAAAAAAAAAGH!
FUCKING BODY! FUCKING HORMONES! FUCKING AGGRESSION! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK! STABBITY DIE DIE DIE!!!
I need to go find something cheap to smash.
